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Saturday, May 21, 2011

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Before I start I would like to say I everything I say is the truth, I will give as much detail as possible but I will not reveal any names. I am from Philadelphia born and raised. I am fairly well educated and have a nice job or well an ok job. My biggest down fall some might say is I have always been attracted to bad boys; well not all bad boys but just one in particular. It started when I was 16 and he was 21, I meet him coming out of a friends house and have been head over heels in love ever since. Our relationship has been anything but normal since it has started. For the most part of the relationship he has spent it in and out of jail for various things. He is far from a total sinner but sainthood is no where on his horizon. If I charisma had a picture or was a person it would be him. From the way he smells, to the sound of his voice, the way he holds a conversation, his walk, just everything about him. Now mind you guys im not an idiot, and I have had other relationships but the have always ended because of my love for this man. I have taken money that others have given me and sent to him while he was in jail any man that has come into my life has known that he will always be apart of it. I have known I was meant to spend my life with this many. He asked me to marry him and today as I tell this story he is a married man, however I am not the one he is married to.
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